.growing pains

hey beautiful,

the pain that some of these days bring is an effect of growth. you’re growing beyond who you used to be so it’s getting uncomfortable. the lifestyle you got so accustomed to doesn’t fit you anymore soooo it’s time to get a new wardrobe. it’s’ time to make a wish list of all the new things you want in life. and then go get them.

if you’ve been feeling like life has been looking ugly it’s only because you’re evolving into something so beautiful. some of the days on this journey will definitely be more challenging than others but that’s just part of the process. those days when you aren’t sure of what’s going on or where you’re going are necessary to push you a little further.

it’s time to goooooo

i’m talking about coming out of this with bagssss of brand new stuff. new this, thrifted that, gift someone this, get yourself that. only the things that really matter will look familiar to you. you’re moving onto the next stage + there’s plenty of room for you there. it’s time to upgrade. it’s time to move!!

you deserve it… you deserve to have everything you want out of life. you’re moving onto the next stage + there’s plenty of room for you there.

it’s time to upgrade… it’s time to move.

i love you

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.full harvest moon 2021 energy reading

hey beautiful,

the september full moon is just a few days away and i can already feel the good energy in the air. when i was doing some research on the history of the harvest moon i figured out a few things. this moon was the very moon that would tell the farmers when it was time to start harvesting the corn they were growing. immediately when i think of harvest, i think of abundance. i think of gathering all the fruits of your hard labor and being able to enjoy them.

i also learned this moon would illuminate the fields + give the farmers extra time to get things done. this is perfect for where we’re at in life because we need a little extra time to put in a little work so we can really reap all of the benefits to their maximum capacity. this is the last full moon of the summer + before we know it, it will be the fall.

so, as usual i created a tarot spread + channeled the energy that this full moon is bringing. we can get right into the reading because it got good.

what energy is this full moon bringing?

abundance + balance. make sure you are maintaining the balance that you’ve been working on in life. since you’ve been opening up to the idea of love and being receptive of it, your life has been continuously filling up with it. one of the key things you have to focus on is allowing yourself to depend on self love as your main source of energy. it’s one thing to be comfortable with being in your own company but it is a whole other thing to be in love with your own company. this is something that you’ve been working on consistently so it’s always filling up, you’re going in the right direction.

step into the leadership role because you now meet the requirements to do that. allow yourself to trust your skills + abilities. the self doubt must go out of the window because that is no longer who you are or what you do. nobody has been down your path before + it may be a little challenging but you got this. look at how far you’ve made it already. no guide, no push, no clue.. just you. you’re doing better than you think.

another message that came up was finally finding that feeling that ignites you every day. you will be filled with passion with this full moon + it is best to use it to your advantage. use it to fuel you every day when you wake up, when you create, when you connect with the people around you. this passion will help you with putting in the little overtime so you can get ready to chill out with fall approaching us.

just like the farmers working under the moon, put in a little extra work on everything you’ve been working on. you will be able to harvest the most out of your crops. and speaking of harvesting..

what in our lives needs to be “harvested”

your new self is now available for pick up. you’ve been working on yourself for a lil minute now + the time has come to start with the new. since you’ve been building yourself up, rewiring things + focusing on the changes you want to bring into fruition, you can now use them all. you can now really step into this new version of you + begin to execute from a different standpoint. your new life has been delivered and it’s just waiting for you to open it up.

that passion project you’ve been working on is just about ready to be harvested too. there may be a few last minute things you need to add on but it’s the perfect time to do so. this full moon is giving you that extra time, motivation + space to put in the last minute touches needed for the abundance to overflow. get ready for the overflow because… it is coming regardless.

what can we release?

you have to let go of the fear that’s been holding you back. a part of you is excited for the future + open to everything that life has in store for you but the other part of you is fearful of the unknown. you’re walking blindly through life because you don’t know what’s ahead but you’re also cautious for the same reasons. this is also something that has been a process and i’m so glad you’ve been making progress because the finish line isn’t that far away anymore. you’re closer to trusting the process of life more than you’ve ever been before + that’s saying a lot.

keep going, keep trusting, keep telling yourself that you are safe. every time a negative or uncertain thought comes up just remind yourself that you are safe, you are protected + you are divinely guided. this is a part of that rewiring process and it’s going to take some time so don’t beat yourself up about it. just keep working on it and you will be able to walk completely in faith very soon. no doubts, no hesitation, just knowing that you are good.

how can our crops flourish?

the best way for our crops to flourish is to go into overtime. this is the final stretch before everything is ready to be harvested so make sure you’re present + using every moment to the fullest. focus on the final touches + make sure you do everything that you can to make it cozy. you won’t have to do all this work you’ve been doing once you get all of these things executed the right way.

allow the people around you to support you as well. don’t be so closed off to everyone, open up to them + allow them to come to the abundance party. what fun is an abundance party without the people you love? without the people who care for you + your dreams? once you put these final touches on everything, you’ll be able to celebrate and have your own thanksgiving. know that the universe got you, your people got you + you got you. there’s no way you can’t flourish if you live like this.

what are the best tools to use to harvest everything?

the best tools you have right now is love + community. the love that you receive from the people around you will really help everything bloom. what good is having a flourishing garden of life if you can’t share it with anyone. it’s going to take more than yourself to be able to harvest all of the abundance that is there. if you try to do this alone, you will overwork yourself + quickly burn out. but if you have the right people around you, they can help you harvest, feast on the harvest with you, and have fun along the way.

it takes a village to get to where you’re going. there is so much more you can do when you have the help, love + support of other people. don’t get too wrapped up in your own experience… get out a little bit. get out of your head, get out of your own little world + even invite some people into your world. you can’t do everything on your own… no matter how long you’ve been doing it already. you have to try something different so you can get better results.

full moon affirmation

the past is over. this is a new day, one that i have never lived before. i stay in the now + enjoy each + every moment.

well, that’s all the messages that were delivered to me. i hope you’re as excited about this full moon as i am. i can smell the fruits of our labors… they’re just about ripe. let me know what kind of ritual you’re doing for this full moon. and how you plan on harvesting your crops.

i love you so much.

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.forgive + let go

hey beautiful,

it’s time for forgiveness. it’s time to stop holding onto things that will never change. you can’t hold onto pain because at some point it starts to take up too much space. there’s so much love you can make room for once you decide to heal. not only do you need to forgive everyone who has caused you pain in your life, you need to forgive yourself for all the times you caused yourself pain.

all the times you feel like you shouldn’t have done something or you wish you would’ve done it differently… you have to forgive yourself for. you can’t continue to beat yourself up for things that already happened. there’s absolutely no point in doing that. dwelling on the past will do nothing for you but keep you down. you have to release all of that and focus on what really matters… the present.

the same goes for all the people or circumstances that have brought you pain. you have to forgive them. you have to believe that it was all meant to happen + even though it hurt your feelings or didn’t go how you wanted it to go… it happened. anyone who you feel betrayed you, let you down, or abandoned you was supposed to. the relationship had to come to an end + that is more than okay. they do say nothing good lasts forever… maybe because it get’s great.

there’s no need to worry about what could’ve been cause if it should’ve been, it would’ve been.

when you let go of this hurt, you are setting everything + everyone, including yourself free. new doors will open up for you once you begin to close the old ones. the past is the past, let’s live in the present + create the most amazing future that we can.

i love you.

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.you are a superhero

hey beautiful,

you are a super being. today showed you how strong + resilient you are. you really got through this day + you did it alone. although it’s pretty tiring doing everything alone, it’s good to acknowledge + appreciate the fact that you’ve accomplished so much. everything that you got through proved how amazing of a spirit you are. is there anything you can’t do? you’re here right now so you’ve accomplished every challenging day that you’ve faced thus far. congrats.

when you make it to your destination, the rewards will be so much sweeter knowing how much hard work + dedication you put in. you did that… you… no one else can take the credit. doesn’t that feel good?

i love you.

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.forgive your parents

hey beautiful, 

you do know in order to progress in your life, you gotta forgive your parents right? you have to let go of any negative feelings you have towards them. you have to realize that they were only doing the best they could with the knowledge they had. yes, they may have hurt your feelings, caused a good amount of your trauma, + even held you back in life but you have to LET. THAT. GO. if you don’t, you’re going to be stuck in resentment mode + you know that’s not a good place to be. 

your parents are human just like you, they make mistakes just like you, they’re figuring out life just like you. you can’t hold anything against anyone if you want to step into a new way of living, including them. remember the energy of this week/month is releasing things that no longer serve us. maybe one of these things has to do with the way you view your parents. maybe there’s some things from your childhood that you need to process and heal. going down memory lane + digging a little deeper into what made you who you are today is necessary. i know it’s hard, but it’s not impossible. 

try your best to turn that anger + pain into compassion for them because they were once children too. + remember, how they were raised was reflected in how they raised you so technically, they are not to blame. at the same time, you can not just point out all the negative ways they affected you. you must appreciate them for all the positive ways too. look at how amazing you turned out to be. look at all the things you accomplished on your own + how much you’ve grown through in life. you didn’t do all of that by yourself, it was also the result of their parenting. so give them their proper credit. 

i promise you, once you decide to let go of all those ill feelings and forgive them, you will feel so much better. it will literally be a weight lifted off of your chest and a new door will open in your life. by forgiving your parents, not only are you setting them free, but you’re setting yourself free as well. try it out + watch the shift that comes with it.

i love you

daily reflexxion 07.28.21

hey beautiful,

it is the time to realize all of your internal has been affecting your external. your body may have been sending you signs of stress + dis-ease because of this. when you allow all of this discomfort to reside inside, your body will start to respond in a negative way. this is it’s way of telling you something is wrong. it is trying to push it all out + until you decide to find mental + emotional peace, your body will continue to reflect the current state you’re in. do yourself some justice + figure out what’s really going on with your feelings. you may find astounding results.

i love you

.full buck moon 2021 reading

hey beautiful,

the full moon is tomorrow + i decided to do a reading on what kind of energy it was bringing. i created a spread that you can use if you want to do a reading for yourself in particular. when i channeled this energy the first thing that came up was change. if you’ve been paying attention you know that energy has been lingering around for some time + this full moon is one of the times where the energy is the highest. take action + start to make a change.

these are the questions i asked:

full buck moon spread 2021 aquarius

1.what is the energy of this full moon?

the energy of this full moon is: changing in order to receive everything you’ve been asking for. abundance is in the air + a major shift is on the horizon. if you tap into this full moon + really chase after the change that you’ve been dreaming of, it is yours. with no question or doubt, the life of your dreams is yours. you’re the creator of your reality so do just that. whatever you’ve gotten used to doing + the level of comfort that you have needs to go. you know you want more + you definitely deserve more so go get it.

2. what is ready for me to release right now?

let go of all the pain, trauma + sadness that you’ve been holding on to for so long. when we talked about clearing out the junkyard this is why. you can not walk around carrying all of that with you. you have to acknowledge what you’re feeling, allow yourself to feel that way + use it to create something more beautiful than you could ever imagine.

let go of the idea that you have anything figured out because you don’t. even if you have it figured out right now, nothing stays the same forever so you will always have something to learn. yes, you’re evolving but you’re also moving forward to a place you’ve never been before. you’re a version of yourself that you never even knew existed so how can you not be open to the process of learning every day?

3. what do i need to overcome to reach change?

i need you to believe in yourself. i need you to believe in everything that you’re chasing after. you can dream about it, wish for it + desire it all day but if you don’t believe you are worthy of it, how can it become true? you have to believe in it with your entire existence + watch how easily it flows to you. if you can’t convince yourself, how are you going to convince anything around you?

4. what is something new i should be open to doing?

let down that wall that you’ve been meticulously building up. i feel like i’ve said this in a previous reflexxion but i don’t mind saying it again cause, that’s how we learn…repetition. the wall that you’ve been building up to protect yourself from any harm or disappointment has also been blocking out anything that will help you progress. there is no filter for what can + can not come through. you’re just blocking it all + you’ll stay right where you’re at until you take it down.

be a little vulnerable + believe only good can come your way.

5. what area in my life needs to be tended to the most?

your emotions. PUHLEASE do your shadow work. PUHLEASE continue to reflect on your life as it goes along. your past matters. living in the moment is great but remember, the moments that led up to this moment counts. it all plays a part in who you are + if you really want change this is one of the major keys to get to it.

+ change takes time of course. + it may take a couple of attempts to get to the right change that you need. i say try them all, whatever comes to mind try it + see if it sticks. cause eventually, something will stick. but if you don’t try anything at all you’ll be the one that’s stuck.

i pulled one last card for a message for us + the justice card came out.

congratulations. congratulations on all of your prosperity + success. victory is yours if you really want it. you are changing, you are evolving, you are growing. you are the one.

i love you so much,

i’ll talk to you soon. ❤

here’s the full reading: