.which hearse are you driving?

hey beautiful,

this past week was another one that was full of uncertainty but it was also another week of figuring things out. when we looked back at the messages that came up for this week, it was really spot on. each + every one of them was exactly how it played out. every time this happens (every week) it seems to be a little shocking like… how is this even real. it’s okay, we have to keep at it so we can get accustomed to how tapped in we are.

one of the main things we saw come up again was the need for grounding. there has to be some type of connection with you + this reality all of the time because if you don’t show up here every day, no one else can bring you here. you have to be willing + able to bring yourself to the present moment at all times. it’s a little challenge but… it will definitely be worth it all.

looking back at the message of this past week, it was “the best way to learn how to swim is to jump right in” and you kind of did. good job on that, round of applause, cheers and all those things of that nature. can i give you a tip though? there’s no need to panic after you’ve jumped in + you’re floating. you’re already in there so trust it. all of the scenarios that you’re creating in your head are unneccesary + can lead you to your demise. so, relax… it literally takes 0 effort to float. just trust it and go with it.

the energy of this week was once again community. this is also the energy for the month of october so with this being the first full week in the month, this energy is rather strong. reach out. reach out. reach out. make a phone call. visit a friend. invite a friend over. engage in an actual conversation. get out of your reality + see what someone else has going on. having a solid support system is what you’re going to need for who you’re becoming + where you’re going. life is much better with friends.

the last thing to discuss about last week was the challenge + that was feeling your feelings + not letting them control you. now that was quite the challenge wasn’t it? it wasn’t necessary completed in entirety but you did your best. i feel like the next time this challenge arises you will thrive if you keep it in mind. with that being said, they’ll be a lockscreen for the energy of the week made so you can see it every time you look at your phone.

this week was love. every single part of it. the highs, the lows, the tears + the smiles. it was all what it should’ve been. you got through it + you’re right here, right now. ready for this new week.

so, let’s get into it.

the message

“it’s only a thought + a thought can be changed. i am not limited by any past thinking. i choose my thoughts with care. i constantly have new insights + new ways of looking at my world. i am willing to change + grow.”

the change in your mindset that you’re going through right now… why not turn it up a notch? why not put in some overtime or extra muscle to get it in shape a little quicker. anytime you find yourself thinking negatively or limiting, reassure that thought by saying 10 positive affirmations about whatever you were thinking. atleast 10 for every one thought. you have to nurture that stubborn negativity so you can break out of that cycle. it’s kind of like scrubbing a tough stain. it just needs some extra attention to get to the level of niceness it once was.

“my income is constantly increasing. i begin now, today, to open myself to ever increasing prosperity.”


“i have the perfect living space. i see myself living in a wonderful place. it fulfills all my needs + desires. it’s in a beautiful location + at a price i can afford.

the new space that you’re manifesting is right around the corner. your new life is right there waiting for you to lay eyes on it. you’re on the way to it. even though it has been a little confusing for both your finances + living arrangements lately, it’s about to get reaaaaal clear for you. and fast. you’re so abundant in so many ways. i’m so happy for you. i’m so happy you’re getting everything you’ve been working for. i’m so happy you’ve decided to work so had for all of these things.

the energy

community. once agaaaaaiiiinnnn. community is here. people are here for you + you need to allow them to be. you also need to be here for other people. it is good to get out of your bubble + reach out. see what’s going on outside of what you’re living every day. make time for friends + the people who care about you the most.

the best way to approach this current situation is to not burn yourself out everyday to the point that when it’s finally time for you to do your reaching out, you don’t because you just want to be alone. the gag is, you’ve been alone all the time that you spent by yourself burning out. you have to trust what’s going on + believe that you don’t have to stress over everything that you want to manifest into your life. .

there is a whole entire world going on around you but sometimes you get too wrapped up in your own thing to notice that. everyone on this earth right now is having their own unique experience. don’t you want to know, see + do more than what you’re currently doing? don’t you want friends? don’t you want to experience true joy from other people?

also, please don’t beat yourself up for having your moments where you’re feeling low. they’re necessary. like the storm before the rainbow, sometimes you have to get shaken up to reveal beautiful things. you’re able to appreciate things more if you had to go through something to get it anyways. keep that in mind.

the challenge

you have two options this week. you have to deliver a casket to a funeral home but you have to choose a hearse. in one, there is your old life with your old mindset, habits + beliefs. in the other hearse lies your brand new life that you’ve been creating and all the hard work you’ve been putting in. you can choose to bury your old life + fully step into this new one or you can let all this work go to waste + go back to the way things were. it’s completely up to you.

i’m sure the correct choice is obvious but it is definitely going to come with some more work. the shift is never ending, this is actually a forever job. the world is yours for the taking. you can either be on top of the world or the world can be on top of you. so what’s it going to be?

i’m rooting for you, we’re all rooting for you. you got this. this week is brand new and full of things to explore.

i love you.

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.jump right in

hey beautiful,

you made it through another week, another 7 days, another 168 hours + although it was a little much in the end you reached peace. the peace that you’ve been looking for, you finally found it. you just had to get through the noise in your head that was having too much fun being loud + wrong. i love that for you.

have you realized that this is literally your dream life? this very moment right here, every single moment that you are living right now is your dream life. look at it, if you haven’t notice this, look at what you’ve been doing. look at all the things in your life that’s happened recently + really analyze it. it all has some role in the movie that you’re starring in. this is what you’ve been asking for, this is the script you’ve been working so hard on.

i just wanna give you a shoutout because you KEEP having breakthroughs and leveling up. you are the truest version of yourself that you’ve ever been. round of applause

i love that for you too.

also, i’m super happy that you’re continuously working on trusting the process. with each day, you lean in a bit more + give away a piece of control. keep that up, keep making progress, keep doing what you’re doing, you’re doing amazing. there’s no other pace that you have to go at but your own, this life is a life of comfort.

you’re really here right now, living your dream life….

go ahead… you can smile, you can get up + dance, you can even scream with joy. let it OUT! let that happiness out, the universe loves knowing that it’s making you happy. keep giving + keep getting. it’s literally like the 3….2….1…. blast off type of situation. we’ve taken off in a rocket speeding into space and we’re about to explore the entire galaxy.

trust me, we’re farrrrrr away from houston. so, no worries there.

okay sooo… i hope you’re buckled up buckaroo cause this week is about to be a ride. hold on to your hat.

the message

“the best way to learn how to swim, is to jump right in”.

you’ve tested the waters, you know it’s the perfect temperature + you’re going to be safe in there so get in. it’s been fun putting your feet in + trying to not get your hair wet or whatever, but let’s do something different. what are you afraid of? having fun? do you hear how ridiculous that is?

it’s time for the final call on the things that can’t go with you to your new life. the box of things labeled “maybe” is the last thing you need to get through before you’re clear to move. word of advice: if you’ve been contemplating this long… it’s probably something that’s not good for you but you enjoy it. things like that aren’t welcome in the new land, they’re actually banned. so, i’d go ahead + get rid of it if i were you.

the energy

focus on your community. seriously, when you rememerge from your shell that you’re in right now COME ON OUT. come outsideeeeee. don’t be shy or afraid of anything that is here for you in this world because remember, everything that is on the way to you is for your greater good. everything that is coming is helping you grow. it’s all happening for you, not to you.

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but back to the community…

reach out to your people. you need to connect with the people around you. this is one of the things that you have to decide to throw away because it’s hindering you. and although, you’re safe in your head because other people can’t reject you, that fear has to go. you can’t hold onto that fear anymore. it isn’t serving you, it’s holding you back + i promise you, the greatest things in your life is on the flip side of this.

the challenge

face yourself. face your fears, figure them out + assign them new roles. you are the ceo of all this stuff going on inside of you. for sure, sometimes you can’t help what you feel about some things but you can definitely control how these feelings affect you. when you face yourself, you’ll be looking from a different view so you’ll be able to see things you’ve never seen before. you may even look like somebody off the street, but keep looking, it’ll start looking real familiar.

when you look within yourself and see things in a different light, it will automatically be reflected in your outer sight. meaning, your reality will also continue to be redecorated. note: when you’re getting new furniture and moving things around,have some type of visual in mind. even if that’s the combination of four different house styles, 7 different colors + a different era in every room. you can do that, you can do anything what you want but you need a plan. not a plan in your head, not some idea that’s having fun sitting at imagination station, but a plan that you write/draw out, a plan that you revisit every day, a plan that you work on all. thee. time. if someone who didn’t live inside your head all day came and read this plan of yours they should be able to see it exactly how you imagine.

trust me, this works, try it out.

the word

large in quantity; abundant.

that’s what this week will be(period)

well, that’s all i got. i’m 100% sure, that’s not all you have in store but no need to ruin the surprise, we’re going to be right there when it unfolds + that’s the fun part.

i love you

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.a certified farmer

hey beautiful,

thank you for making it this far. this week alone was a marathon, a noice marathon, but a marathon nonetheless. you gave it your best + those efforts got you here today. this is the fastest you’ve completed a marathon ever so shout out to you for that… seriously, you deserve a trophy.

let’s do some reflecting on this week, shall we?

last week, you learned that you needed to start believing in yourself as much as you can. everything that you’ve been working on is not for no reason + you wouldn’t even be doing it if you didn’t believe in it. each path you’ve chosen to take in your life was the best choice you ever could’ve made + once your realize + carry that with you each day things start clearing up. you become more present in every moment + you realize you are the main character + you are in complete control.

all of the things you have believed up to this point were true… but that’s because you believed them to be. you made it real the second you didn’t think there was another option. i’m so glad you now realize your options are limitless. you don’t have to go with what you were taught or conform to who the world want’s you to be because you know who you are. you know there’s no limits to this + you’re the only one who has to believe in you for you to prosper.

if you don’t believe in yourself… no one else will either.

you’re in this now aren’t you? you’re in this game for the long run + it’s thrilling. no matter what this game has in store for you… you’ve decided to go for it. you’ve decided to love your life + accept nothing less. you’ve broken through that stage of your life + it’s time for you to level up.

let’s get a sneak peek of what this week has in store for us.

the message of the week

“there is plenty for everyone, including me. the ocean of life is lavish with it’s abundance. all of my needs + desires are met before i even ask. my good comes from everywhere + everyone + everything.”


“as i say yes to life, life says yes to me. life mirrors my every thought. as i keep my thoughts positive life brings me only good experiences”

both of these messages are piggybacking on the message from last week which was letting go of all of our limiting self beliefs. you’re continuing to break those beliefs + you’re getting close + closer to releasing them for good. since you’ve been thinking more positively look at all the things that have been changing around you, how many things have been working out for you, how happy have you been? a lot.

when you find yourself thinking a negative/discouraging thought grab a hold of it + tell it amazing things. nurture that wound inside of you that doubts what you’re deserving and worthy of. fill yourself with positive affirmations and kind words so you can continue to rewrite your life.

focus on all things positive this week because this is the final stretch before this crop is ready for harvesting.

the energy of the week

this week will be a very successful one and i’ll tell you how to tap into that. give yourself all of the credit you deserve. if you have to go into your memories, journals, old posts, pictures… do that as a reflexxion of your progress. seeing how far you’ve came will bring you an adrenaline rush + so much fulfillment. every moment, you’re moving closer to something you once didn’t even know existed.

that taste that’s in your mouth, keep it there. keep that hunger for all of your dreams because this dream never ends. you’ve reached this level that you’re on but there is so many more ahead of you so keep that in the back of your mind. keep that pushing you + keep believing that it will all be the best for you.

the obstacle of the week

progression. you’re going to have to make a big move + with that comes a decision. whatever this decision is, you have to think critically on it… but not too critically. make sure you have a good balance with head + heart when it comes to this decision you have to make.

another thing you’re gonna need to reach this clarity is a clear mind. DO YOUR MEDITATION okay. breathe frequently. when you feel like your head is going into a spin take a minute or two + center yourself. when you find yourself getting too far away from reality… breathe. you have to be grounded this week to get to where it’s taking you.

be prepared for a flow of direction because when you keep this clear mind you will make room to be divinely guided. i know you’ve been feeling a lot of emotions lately but that is okay. it’s good to feel those emotions because you can release them. they’ve always been there but you’ve been ignoring them + pretending. aren’t you glad that’s over.

we’ve been at the bottom… the only way out is up.

the word of the week


the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble, or suffering without getting angry or upset.

take your time. you already put in your order, it’s on the way to you… no matter how many times you check on the delivery date its going to get to you when it gets to you. in the meantime all you have to do is do everything you can to prepare for it’s arrival.

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.i heard you

hey beautiful,

are you excited yet? life is unfolding before your eyes + you’re taking notice. how does it feel? how does it feel to know that you have full control over your life + you can make it exactly what you want it to be? it’s gotta feel good for you because i know it does for me. i’ve told you a few times but i don’t mind telling you a few more… keep at it. keep going, keep up the hard work, keep your head up + keep unlocking more levels in this life because there is so much in store. and it’s limitless. that’s the fun part.

thank you for being so positive + having such a great outlook on life because it’s starting to carry you in the correct direction. the gears have shifted + everything is working in your favor more than ever because you are appreciating all the hard work the universe has been putting in for you. another thing i want to thank you for is being more receptive of everyone + everything around you. you’ve been so closed off to the world so it’s kind of like they stopped trying to give you things. switch the lane light back on, we’re open for business.

this past week was a beautiful chaotic masterpiece + you can’t deny that. going with the flow of life allowed it to do it’s thang. once you realized you are the one, you can stop trying to get others to realize that cause it doesn’t really matter. your authentic self will be way more received than any other version that you could try to create because the delivery will never be 100%.

you did your thing this week. i’m so serious. thank you for being so…you .

let’s see what this week has in store for us.

the theme of the week

” i see my parents as tiny children who need love. i have compassion for my parents childhoods. i now know i chose them because they were perfect for what i had to learn. i forgive them + set them free + i set myself free”

when you allow yourself to come to terms with the way that you are + how your upbringing shaped that you really begin healing. you have to face everything, address it+ then let it all go. it’s not doing you ANY good leaving all of that pain unattended to or acknowledging, but not releasing. a little more effort is necessary to really move past this in your life. you have to actively try to find the solution to these problems.

the energy of the week

the energy that came in is focusing. you have been doing a great job grounding yourself + being in the present moment. however you can try a little harder + be a little more successful with it. catch yourself when you find yourself falling + pick yourself up if you ever end up on the ground. even if you’re just slouching a little bit, you have to get up. no one is going to fix your posture or get it together for you. that’s not their job.

the obstacle of the week

work on your faith. you have to really be okay + start believing in yourself whole-heartedly for you to reach everything you want to. if you have to give yourself a pep talk every 5 minutes do that, be your biggest cheerleader. listen to this voicemail for motivation throughout the week to keep you encouraged or even, record one of your own. if you break through this challenge, you will be superultramegatronic succesful in your endeavors. don’t let anything discourage you, keep pushing through everything that seems like it’s not working out cause i promise you, it is.

another things you can do this week is visualizing exactly where you want to be. visualize the scenarios, the goals, the everything because that will help you continue to chase your dreams. this will be great motivation for everything you got up your sleeve

the word of the week

perceive :

become aware or conscious of (something); come to realize or understand

interpret or look on (someone or something) in a particular way; regard as.

the way you are looking at things have been changing + you’re starting to realize how powerful that is. just like the obstacle of believing yourself this week you have to start looking at everything as something you get to do + something you can accomplish without a doubt. you genuinely can, so walk in that every day.

we got a good one ahead of us. well every one we’ve had so far in life has been good but maybe we just haven’t been able to PERCEIVE it that way. anyways, sending you lots of love + light this week.

i love you so much.

.you made it to the next level

hey beautiful,

woman oh woman… what a breakthrough this week was. chileeeee, i could kiss ya feet right now. i’m so proud of you + your growth. you have decided to choose you first + that’s probably the most liberating thing you’ve done in a minute. being the team captain of your life is necessary asl to get things done the way you want them to be done. you get to decide on the qualifications that need to be met in order for someone to be on your side. you get to choose who does and doesn’t make the cut + stand in that. don’t let things slide, don’t let potential be a deciding factor because you will be disappointed. if you get an a+ on every assignment doing the bare minimum would you try any harder?

this past week was beautiful. it was necessary to get to the next chapter + you made it here. you found the key to unlock the next door. finding the balance in your life was the repeating message over the past few weeks + you did it… you passed the test!!!

*and the crowd goes wild*

this week is going to be amazing. andddd it’s a full moon tonight. you have been putting in that work releasing a lot of the old + it’s time for some new. i’m waiting with open arms.

the message of the week

“i am totally adequate for all situations. i am one with the power + wisdom of the universe. i claim this power + it is easy for me to stand up for myself.”


“all is well in my world. everything is working out for my highest good. out of every situation, only good will come. i am safe.”

every single thing that is happening is happening for you. any + everything that comes this week, no matter how confused you may be that it is happening, is going to result in something amazing. i need you to believe that. stop doubting yourself + stop doubting the things that you literally have been manifesting into your life. you are aware of what you’ve been doing so you have to recognize that you are in control no matter what unfolds. all the good, the bad + the ugly are ultimately beautiful.

call on the spirit of the spider this week. think of how creative, patience + visual a spider is. i mean, look at the beautiful webs they construct. envision everything you want in the future instead of living in the past or creating these unnecessary scenarios in your head. focus one everything you do want, forget the things you don’t. execute love. tap into your creativity + start producing everything you want to bring into fruition.

the energy of the week

stand your ground. figure out what you will + won’t tolerate then stand in that. acknowledge what you deserve, believe in that + don’t lose sight of it. you gotta set yourself free and stay that way, no more shackles, no more sadness. the energy that’s floating around this week is doing what’s best for you. speak your truth + say what’s on your mind. if something has been bothering you, you need to let that out. stop faking it. you have to get that off your chest in order for you to clear up your mind.

you’ve been sitting there uncomfortable as ever because you are too worried about coming off the wrong way or being difficult. fuggedabout it. you have to put yourself first, you really do. nobody can read your mind and being docile is not getting you anywhere so let’s keep it that way.

+ whatever you say from here on out, SAY IT WITCHA CHEST.

the obstacle of the week

i feel like this week is bringing in a wrecking ball. you will be tested to see if you really found the balance that you’ve been looking for. takes us back to the spider. when they build their webs and they get messed up the spider will quickly be there to repair it. don’t stop at anything because life will carry on with or without you fully in the game. if you get off track, find your way back.

another key thing to focus on balancing is your feminine + masculine sides. remember last week when one of the obstacles was a masculine energy? you have to get that under control. it’ll be a challenge but it won’t be an impossible task. trust me when i say it will be a challenge though. lol

please reread or listen to this as many times as you need to to make it through the week. you’re in a new chapter so, pay close attention.

i love you

.what is it that you desire?

hey beautiful, 

first + foremost, thank you. thank you for showing up, thank you for being so great, thank you for making it this far. every obstacle that comes your way, you continue to overcome + that is purely amazing. this process to become the person you are meant to be is so beautiful, just take a look at it all. 

this past week was a little challenging but you didn’t let that stop you. you didn’t let anything keep you off track although you might have been thrown off a little bit. round of applause to you.

i’m glad you now realize you can not continue to put other people before you. it isn’t fair to yourself for you to prioritize anyone who isn’t doing the same to you. nothing against them but you gotta care about you first. 

if you were a cup you would be empty. you keep pouring from your cup without making sure you take some time to refill. let people find other sources sometimes, you don’t have to save everyone… actually, you cant. if that’s not apparent to you by now, you’re choosing to ignore it cause its obvious. and everyone who isn’t treating you the way you deserve to be treated may not be doing it on purpose but as long as the bar is on the floor why would they do anything more than that?

some of your relationship dynamics have to change + i’m glad you realize that now. i believe i said this before but, there is no way you should be suffering at the expense of someone else’s happiness. i don’t care who they are. you deserve to be happy at all costs in every moment of life. choose you. choose your dreams, choose your happiness + choose your peace. at the same time don’t ONLY consider your happiness. no one should be suffering at the expense of your happiness either. it’s a two way street. 

before i forget… did you pay attention to all the signs that came to you this week? the animals, numbers, messages on signs and the dreams… please reflect on all of those and continue to pay attention in the near future. i have a feeling these are all very important messages regarding what’s going on in your life right now. 

this past week was a little less challenging than the previous weeks but still quite a challenge. If you keep in mind everything that you learned moving forward you will get further and heal more rapidly. so, now that we got that out, lets talk about the week that is ahead of us.

the message 

“my healing is already in process.my willingness to forgive begins my healing process. i allow the love from my own heart to wash through me, cleansing + healing every part of my body. I know i am worth healing.”

these scars + traumas that you have from your past are in the process of being healed. the more you dig + start to face these feelings that you’ve buried in a time so long ago, the more you will allow yourself to heal. you will continue to remember + discover so many things that you went through that affects who you are today. things that you may not have thought of since they happened. but allow those memories to flow. allow them to be analyzed + nurtured so they can be transformed into something beautiful. 

“all my relationships are harmonious. when we create harmony in our minds + hearts, we will find it in our lives. the inner creates the outer, always.”

in order for the people around you to love, uplift + respect you, you must do that for yourself first. you have to treat yourself how you want others to treat you. showing everyone what you deserve by giving it to yourself + accepting nothing less is how you should go about life. no one is going to notice how bad they are treating you if it’s normal to you, not even you.

the energy of the week 

relationships. basically, the same thing with the message of the week. some aspects in your relationships are going to have to change. it’s a great time to do so, use the energy that will be in the air to set some boundaries + expectations for the current + future relationships that you have with people. it’s time to change that, especially if you want to be surrounded by great supportive people. you have to start attracting a different type of energy, so let’s start now. 

continue to put yourself first. seriously + don’t even think about feeling bad about it. start working on the trauma response that you have of people pleasing. it’s time to please yourself, you deserve the extra tlc. 

obstacle of the week 

i feel like there is some strong masculine energy in this week when it comes to putting yourself first. it could be you overthinking something or an actual person. either way you really need to put your foot down + stick to your decision. don’t continue to revert back to what you’re comfortable with, it’s played out. whatever feelings you have to express this week, please take your time with gathering all the words + things you want to say. remember, no one can read your mind so make sure your selection is pristine.

if you find yourself in a banter this week, keep it cool, calm + collected. no need to get upset or frustrated + if you do, take a moment to cool down. as long as you get your complete point across, there will be nothing but good from this situation. no matter how it turns out, once you get everything on the table it’s off your chest + out of your hands. 

this week is coming in with a lot of high hopes. although, there will be obstacles, there is nothing that you can not achieve + after this obstacle right here, you will be rewarded tremendously. 

word of the week 

desire: a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen 

this week will be easy, breezy beautiful. i’m determined. you got this, read this as much as you need to. you can even listen to the voicemails all the time. 

.appreciation for your dedication

hey beautiful,

it’s been quite the time huh? it’s been a little hectic lately but congratulations to you for not giving up. i am applauding, yelling, rooting, on my knees bowing down to you for all of your dedication + perseverance. i am super proud of how far you’ve came even in the past few days. you are dedicated to this + it really, honestly, truly shows in you every single moment.

even when you were at the point of breaking down, you turned that into a breakthrough. do you know how amazing you have to be in order to successfully pull off a transformation like that? uber…. and we are not talking about the app. i am just astonished at how much work you have been putting in + if nobody else will tell you, i will. YOU’RE DOING A GREAT JOB. okay? give yourself the proper credit + recognition you deserve every moment that you can. you deserve it.

looking back on last week you overcame a lot… yes, i know i said that already but i just had to say it again. you did a LOT. you even overcame the obstacle of the week and that alone deserves a round of applause soo *clap clap clap*. let’s keep this up, there’s no turning back now right? you’ve come too far to even think about turning around + going back to who you once were. the evolution is literally in full effect.

the week that is ahead of us is very promising, the energy in the air smells like frankincense + myrrh. let’s get into it a little:

the message of the week

so this week, four entire cards popped out, that’s just the first sign of all the abundance headed your way.

“i am willing to forgive. forgiveness of myself + others releases me from the past. forgiveness is the answer to almost every problem. forgiveness is a gift to myself. i forgive + i set myself free.”

“i am flexible + flowing. i am open to new + changing. every moment presents a wonderful new opportunity to become more of who i am. i flow with life easily + effortlessly.”

“i now go beyond other peoples fears + limitations. it is my mind that creates my experiences. i am unlimited in my own ability to create the good in my life.”

“there is plenty for everyone including me. the ocean of life is lavish with it’s abundance. all of my needs + desires are met before i even ask. my good comes from everywhere + everyone + everything.”

continue to release the old. these things shouldn’t just be thrown away, but nurtured + transformed into something new. new things need room + acceptance to feel welcome. all of the lack + limitations you have been taught need to be released. there is so much abundance waiting for you. the entire ocean of life is full of it + it’s waiting for you to jump in. i mean, the least you can do is put ya foot in. i promise, it’ll feel really nice.

continue to forgive as well. the more you forgive, the more you heal. the more you heal, the more you move forward. moving forward is one of the biggest energies right now. and with it being 8/8 (lions gate portal opening) + a new moon, sun + mercury in leo… babay. manifest that abundance + make room for it all. don’t send out invitations to a party + then never open the door when the guests arrive.

energy of the week

this week is screaming “THANK YOU” at the top of it’s lungs. thank you for not giving up. thank you for trusting the process. thank you for your dedication + hard work. thank you for striving. thank you for being open + receptive, the universe is very appreciative for all of that. you will be shown just how much they appreciate you this week. but remember, they’re still busy creating your future so this gratitude isn’t even at it’s full capacity. this is just a sneak peek. your future is looking so bright, its almost blinding.

pay attention to all of the signs that are delivered to you this week. take note of the angel numbers, animals that cross your path, words that you hear + see. take note of it all, see what repeats itself+ at what moment in life these things pop up. if you have to keep a journal or a note in your phone of all the things you see, please do. these signs will help lead you in the right direction.

obstacle of the week

you will be tested again this week. do not let it overtake you. stay focused when it gets a little foggy. take a step back, breathe + really analyze the situation at hand. try to focus on responding instead of reacting this week + the results will be amazing. when you chill + trust the universe everything goes a little bit smoother. don’t trip up.. especially if there’s nothing to even trip over.

if you find yourself getting a little off track, that is okay. know that you can find your way back if you want to. the only thing you have to really do is focus. as long as you can realize you’re going the wrong way, you can start making your way back to where you need to be. let’s pass this test. i’m tired grandpa.

word of the week


a strong desire to do or achieve something typically requiring determination + hard work.

desire or determination to achieve success.

you got this love. keep pushing, keep going but remember to rest + take care of yourself. you’re almost there and even when you get there enjoy it of course, but remember, that is not the end of your journey.

i love you.

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.you are evolving

hey beautiful,

how are you doing ? I’m glad you’re reading this right now cause a lot has been happening. a lot of progress has been being made + it’s because you’ve finally decided to commit to the things you want in life. you’ve realized how uncomfortably comfortable you are + you’re doing something about it. i love you for that. the life that you desire is right there, you’re striding towards it with every decision you make + every step you take.

this past week energy was to focus on reaching out for help, filling yourself with love + allowing yourself to heal from any + all emotions you’ve been feeling your entire life. you can’t ignore all of your hurt + trauma so you must work through it + heal in order to make major progress. if you started hugging yourself what difference did you notice? if you didn’t start try it right now if you want, just hold yourself for a few seconds + embrace the love. nobody can love you better than you can love yourself.

before we get into the week ahead of us, i just want to let you know i am so happy for you. i’m excited that you have decided to commit to a change of life. i’m so glad you get to realize who you are, what you want out of life + what steps you have to take to get there.you are the star in the movie that is your life + also the actor/actress. i love you for that. keep doing what you doing.

the message of the week:

“i am willing to change. I am willing to release old negative beliefs. they are only thoughts that stand in my way. my new thoughts are positive + fulfilling.”

“i accept my uniqueness. there is no competition + no comparison. for we are all different + meant to be that way. I am special + wonderful. i love myself”

“my home is my safe haven. i bless my home with love. i put love in every corner + my home lovingly responds with warmth + comfort. i am at peace.”

these three messages all go hand in hand + at the same time, they can stand alone + hold their own weight. if you were a caterpillar, you would be stepping into your cocoon phase. you may have been in there for a minute + if not, then you will be pretty soon. all of the hard work you’ve been putting in is literally about to pay off so don’t stop now. you can chill a little bit but don’t let things get out of order + messy. but if does get a little crowded, take the initiative to clean up. find that peace within so that it may be reflected in your outer world.

energy of the week

focus on being balanced this week. with all of the hard work you’ve been putting in make sure you don’t burn out. resting is a necessary step of the grind that july is bringing so do not leave it out. another thing to find the balance in is the time that you spend grounded in reality + the time you spend creating/escaping your reality by being in your head. you can not spend the majority of your time in the clouds. you’ve been putting in overtime there + you’re not even able to enjoy the fruits of your creative labor. this is real life. it’s nice in the clouds but it’s also nice here, take some time to be here + love a little.

another thing that is coming up for this week is speaking your truth. this kind of goes along with being in your head. if you know you don’t want to do something or consume the energy someone is putting out, why are you deciding to suffer. it doesn’t really make sense for anyone to suffer at the expense of someone else’s happiness. we can all be happy + have a good time in this game of life. speak up for yourself + let it be known what you want + what you don’t want. don’t tolerate anything that you don’t want to because what you allow will continue + you can’t be upset with anyone but yourself.

obstacle of the week

go in 100%. i feel like you are not in this game all the way because there is a part of you that is holding you back. yes, you are the only one who can hold you back. you are the only one who is holding you back + until you completely believe in yourself you will continue to not show up how you need to. repeat this until you believe it: “i believe in myself. i believe in myself. i believe in myself.” it’s mandatory.

something may come up this week where you’re tested in how much faith you have in your dreams + aspirations. you’ve been getting tested this whole time + it’s time to pass this challenge. if you don’t believe in yourself literally no one else will.

word of the week:

metamorphosis: a change of the form or nature of a thing or a person into a completely different one, by natural or supernatural means.

“i am evolving. i am growing. i am changing.”

just like the caterpillar, you are bound to go through a massive change soon. embrace every step of the process + continue to move forward. remember: if you get off track, find your way back.

i love you so much ❤.

.we’re all rooting for you

hey beautiful,

sooooo, first thing’s first: i see the progress. i know you see it too, + if you don’t, look again. take a good look back at where you were last year, last month, even last week. look at how you keep progressing along the journey of your life. you’re doing so well + i am so thankful that you found that. last week was a revelation of how much you’ve grown + the things you have to look forward to. 

i know we’ve been hearing “trust the process” for the past few weeks but we need that reiteration to be able to get to that change we’re seeking. we need to keep telling ourselves to trust the process to help us through the process of trusting. it isn’t something that’s going to happen over night but in due time we will get there. we have to change our mindset + what better way to do that then repetition? you know what they say… out of sight, out of mind. so let’s keep this in sight and in mind so we can reach our goal.


this change that you’re experiencing is good. release control of it and just go with the flow. commit to this change because you know you want different, you know you want more. you know how good it will feel when you get to your next destination. 

moving into this new week, let’s keep the following in mind to keep us on track:

the message of the week:

“i trust the process of life. there is a rhythm and flow to life, and I am part of it. life supports me and brings me to only good and positive experiences. i trust the process of life to bring me my highest good.”

energy of the week: 

this week the energy is the same as the theme: trust the process. whatever the universe sends you this week you MUST trust it. you must believe that it is meant for you + nothing but good will come from it. have some faith this week. any urges you get this week, follow them. any dreams you have this week, pay attention to them. any messages/signs you see this week read them, write it down, take a picture… do something with them and apply them to your life right now.

obstacle of the week:

same as the energy + the theme of the week, the obstacle is trusting the process. there may be some things that come up this week just as a test to see if you trust the universe. i mean of course they’re meaningful to your life journey but it may be extra challenging for you to have that faith. just trust life right now, do not fight anything that happens. be like water, go with the flow. 

you got this. this week will be a breeze + you should allow yoruself to go whichever way the wind blows. commit to this new life you’re going after and be receptive of everything that is coming your way. let’s get this show on the road. 

i love you

.tunnel vision

hey beautiful,

sooooo, this past week was beautiful right? we can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. everything is working out in our favor. everything is going according to plan. it may not be our EXACT plan, but it is the plan that is perfect for us. even more perfect than we could’ve put together ourselves.

we are still in the same energy from the past few weeks but some new things have come up. i hope these messages have been helping you out in life because that is the ulitmate goal. i’m so glad you’ve decided to walk with me on this path of life.


now, let’s see what this week has in store for us.

the message of the week:

“my home is a peaceful haven”

“the past is over. this is a new day, one that i have never lived before. i stay in the now and enjoy every moment. “

energy of the week: 

this week is the perfect time to focus on your family + friends. strengthening your relationships with the people who genuinely care for + love you will be great. what you have been working on may have been a journey that requires a lot of time alone, but keep that balance of alone  + social time. take some time this week to get back to your roots + be like the worry free kid you once were. allow your relationships to fulfill you and nourish everything that you are working on + watch your whole life flourish. 

obstacle of the week:

trust yourself. you do not need any validation from others. whatever your craft + passion is, you have to believe in it more than anyone else does. this week you may also face the obstacle of rushing through whatever you’re doing. if you focus on each + every moment that you live in, you’ll realize how much time you really do have + how much you can get done. don’t let hustle culture get you hurt trying to do more than you are capable of. don’t let the world define your pace or let you feel like you are not doing enough because you take breaks. remember, the tortoise won the race against the hare because they moved at their own pace and wasn’t worried about the competition.

sounds like a beautiful week if you ask me. i’m more than ready. you got this.

i love you, i’ll talk to you soon.